ITS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!and also...what I've been thinking lately

Hello people...It seems to be a long time since I post...well..I still wouldn't able to post daily because 'N' level is quite near..I'll try to find time to post...soo for now...I'm just to happy because....my D&T is OFFICIALLY OVER with the CAPITAL OVER!!!!LOL!!!I thought I couldn't make it...but with teachers guidance...I'm able...even though it would look like maybe a not fully commited project...but at least I've tried..hmm....well...I can't wait to starting posting music again....well...I don't know about this feeling I have but it seems nowadays...my closest friends are like my enemies....I don't know what's happening....I don't know whether something is wrong or what...and if I did something wrong...I hope you can approach me and tell me where are my mistakes so I could change...I did some thinking about what I want to work after I've done studying...well I stil want to be an entertainer such as a singer,actor...but also...I want to model and do photoshoots...I want to promote the designer's clothing line and I want to walk in Fashion Week....But I'm never gonna succeed especially with my size and weight...I can't seem to stop eating...I want to make my family proud....I want to be able to support my parents when they are old...I want to give them everything they want because now they are working soo hard to give me anything I want...OK (now I'm in an emotional state)I want to able to bring my parents to live overseas with me...I want them to feel my hard,paid off money...I do sure hope not to disappoint them...but life isn't easy...I've to go thru a lot of challenges...and I've been enduring for the past few years in school with the critic from some of the students in school...but Thanks to some friends which I could call them officially BFF(BEST FRIENDS FOREVER)who had help me in every way...whether motivating me,able to understand my pain and just making me happy everyday when I see them...I've always stated that...dying early would be better but now...it seems thatI don't...I want to able to live at ripe old age...But I've never thought of marrying...maybe one day when I think of finding the right person to spend with me for the rest of my life..but for now...my head is just thinking of succeeding in life..
OK...let's stop here...If I continue some more...I don't know when this would end...

Till Here

Love
XOXO
MZeee