I'm feeling s*** all over

Well...I'm back posting what happen today..well..today I went out with Syerry,Suhaidah and Fudin to City Hall and then Causeway Point..Lots of things happen...Will Post Pictures soon for the outing..

Right now..I'm having lots of mixed emotions from,happy to sad to angry to sympathy and many more..

I don't what is happening with my surroundings...everything seems so different..I'm not that MZeee who is cheerful and bubbly all day long anymore..It seems like...all this while..the pain,sadness has make me a better person...I now know when to be serious and when to be playful...

I also have feeling that I don't know who are my true friends right now...I don't know whether these people who I called besties are really my besties and not talking behind my back..I have never believed in true friendships...most my true friendships that I have during Pri. School has turn sour...soo I don't want to repeat history and I started not to mixed with a lot of people in school because most of them are the typical ones where they would look at me and then tease me for who I am..Well,I maybe soft-spoken but when times I need to be rough..I don't mind showing my ugly side...

For 10 years in school,I've had suffered more rather than enjoying myself in school...I know I'm not what people would expect but does being different makes me an outcast?I don't think so..

So I just wanna thank to those who have accepted me for who I am...I don't wanna follow what people are doing and behaving..I just wanna be myself....


Till Here


Love
XOXO
MZeee