I HAVE TO LET IT GO...

After all that has happened recently in my life...I feel that I wanna migrate...It looks like I don't wanna bear all this pain..Its too much...Sometimes...people don't realise that the slightest mistake could hurt a person badly..if I was working and having a succesful career..I would certainly plan to leave..but what makes me stop from migrating is that...Firstly,I have no money...Secondly,I don't bear to see my friends cry...If I was to leave,I would leave without saying goodbye to my friends...I don't bear to see tears...

For now,I have 3 wishes...First,Get good results for N Level...Second,After school life...I wanna have a good career...and lastly to migrate..

This has been lingering in my mind and I think I must let it all out...I know some of my friends are having conflicts between each other and also me...But all I hope is that..We all could be friends again...I don't want any of you to show cold shoulders...

And to those whom have been talking behind my back...GET A LIFE!!Don't b*tch about other people when you yourselves aren't as perfect as others may see...I may look different from other normal boys...I know I ain't macho and all...but at least...I have feelings and don't wanna hurt other people and I treasure friendships...and I'm also straight to get things straight to those b*tches who call me gay whether its in front of me or behind my back..I think you need a dictionary...Or maybe you couldn't even read because all you know is b*tching about other people..At least all my reactions,my attitude and behaviour all are true...Not someone acting to be other people...Be true to yourselves...Don't try to be someone else just because you demand the respect and all...I don't wanna be different just because of popularity or respect..At least some people are able to accept me for who I am...and that is what I called true friends...All I know is that once my flame of life is gone,I'm also gone and by the time..It would be too late for apologies..