When everything turns out differently

I guess life has really really change for me. I sometimes feel I am no longer myself. Sometimes people say change is a good thing but I am sceptical about it. :( Nevertheless, I must embrace life to the fullest. I am thankful to have my family, you and also my friends : Yana, Asmira, Zakiah, Siixers, Nabilah, Hamzah, Suphian and Rozaimie. We may have not talk much now but I am always glad and also feel that I've met people like you in my life.. You guys really turn my grey world to wonderful colours. :) Now I need to find that old spark in me so I will not be lost in my current situation that I am now.. School is quite a bummer nowadays. My body is lazy to wake up earlier like how I used too. Holidays have really turned me to a lazy person! XD I just don't like how school is now. They keeping churning out projects after projects which is what I hate! They just need to stop if it's possible... Upon my request probably? LOL!
I think I really need to find the MZeee that has been long gone.. The MZeee which used to be the star in everything.. That star has shimmer down... Probably because of low self-esteem. How I wish I could do what I used to do like last time without worries. Sigh.....And to redeem myself, I've joined this DJ program in my school and I will want the school to hear my voice.. Just my dream to be working in a entertainment industry.. :) Alright.. Should end this post... Goodbye peeps! Muacks!

XOXO
MZeee