I don't like when something is done wrong, they blame me.

I'm fucking (sorry for the swearing) mad,sad,disappointed and I don't know what else to say what I'm feeling right now. God damnit! I did everything while everyone else was away. I was at the point of destroying myself at that moment! I had only 1 hour of sleep most of the time and now...when everything seems wrong, only now talk about it. No point serious! This is my first and don't expect it to be a wonderful one...I tried my best doing everything alone and trying to be the perfectionist I am but I know in the end, there'll be something amiss. Now the only way to redeem myself from this hot mess I'm in is to be one of best presenters! I'm fucking (sorry again) serious! I'm so trying my ultimate best to be one of the best since the first few presenters already had a taste of how things work and I tell you it's not sweet but bittersweet. :)

Alright I guess I should end this post now... Goodbye readers...


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XOXO
MZeee

The bells have started ringing and people are walking in

Man!!! School has started 4 days ago and damn I miss my holidays now.. XD What a weird thing to say because I was the one who wanted school to start but now I want holidays.. I'm weird. :D Now I'm in a new campus..very big..lots of people and I'm scared. I got this feeling people will stare at me as if they are going to kill me for whatever reason.. XD I'm weird...like really weird I guess. LOL!

I miss NUR LIYANA BINTE JOHARI! I know you don't read this because you don't know my blog! Huahuahua...lucky or what! If not later she will tell everyone I miss her.. Pfft! I saw her yesterday when I was waiting for my bus and she came behind me wanted to surprise me but she did..So I kept beating her bag like I was pissed off but I wasn't. Maybe she can give me free tickets to watch movie at her work place? XD

And I guess my holidays was quite fun eventhough I've been saying it wasn't because of the short time given.. Pathetic 3 weeks! I can't feel it! I NEED MORE! GIMME GIMME MORE! Hahaha! Been meeting my classmates,Han and Amylia, frequently during my holidays. It seems like I'm in secondary school again with 2 close friends in school but this time round, I'm not the only guy. :D They are really fun people to be around with. I guess I can make new friends afterall. :) but I always fear people judging me from my attitude to my appearance.

I don't know why this new school term feels like it's my very first day in school. Maybe it's the new school and classroom all. :D and with new school comes with new kind of teaching methods. So now, I've got combine lectures. I hate combine lectures! I can fall asleep. And my next presentation will be combine too.. How unlucky is that?! Pfft! Whatever...Alright I end my post for now..Goodbye. :D


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XOXO
MZeee